Yesterday felt like planets aligning.
I posted this on my main journal. I'll post it here, too.
This year was overall a very good year. I will write why it is so good, and also some things that could have made it bad but still don't even come close.
This year I...
- improved a vast amount at art, or in the very least my understanding of it. (I do cringe from stuff drawn earlier this year, though not so much)
- still have lots of things to reconcile with art-wise (as I see it and in relation to others).
- reconnected with a WHOLE lot of people, old friends, new friends, beautiful people.
- learned a thing or two about who to trust, and who to speak to/when to speak. Self-restraint is a doozy.
- also learned how to choose friends. Certain things can disillusion you with that.
- fell in love with Death Note.
- obtained two of the greatest games I've had the recent honor of owning (Shadow of the Colossus, Phoenix Wright).
- was made to think and feel like a pathetic puppy (and, no less, a thief) when all I wanted was a happy medium and the humanity of truth. Luckily, this forced me to actually think about what came out of my mouth so I don't give anyone the wrong impression (give them an inch...).
- self-published a novel I wrote, edited, typeset, and did the cover for.
- sold my first art commissions.
- learned Flash and a slightly higher level of web design.
- made "A"s in every single one of my classes.
- actually met black people on the internets!
- found out what it's like to literally have your blood boil, and - at one point - could literally hear my heart pounding without aural assistance.
- started way more than I can finish. I'll do it if I can before I die, anyway.
- found out my family is a lot weaker and more volatile than I thought. Then again, this is Menopause/Midlife Crisis central right now. What a great time for adults to have it, though, while their kids are trying to grow. I see why they're sometimes kicked out at 18.
- saw some of the best movies I've seen in recent memory (Fearless, Pirates).
- started going to church again, and hence connected more with my closest RL friends.
- fell in love with Last Fantasy.
- started reading again. LOVE reading.
In no particular order.
I don't know if this year was actually eventful, but it feels like it. The last of my genuinely free time to sit up on the internet and giggle is gone. (If I can at any time, it's procrastination or a "vacation".) Yet! There is freedom in restraint, and we all should know this.
Bring it on, Next Year!
ALSO: Art/design related.
Millennium website SUPER MEGA overhaul. I like it now. I'm glad I made it work. Although I broke a few rules and hence have a lot of things still to fix. Also, I think Dreamweaver (which made doing this and fixing code a LOT easier - I'm sick of straight coding, but the Split is my friend <3) went about the most ass way of creating image rollovers.
I'm thinking of making a "Select your Character" template system. But I have no clue how to. Help on that would be great, though I think I'm going to wait for it, haha. Ronou and Sab in a layout like this would amuse me, though!
Now for LDLK...
Random: I totally cracked up a
this Dinosaur Comic. I do at a lot of them, but every so often they make a lasting effect.